We’re both a little sad since the trip is coming to an end and all the fun national park stuff is behind us. Back to facing the harsh reality of diagnosis and treatment on Monday.
The mood is also sad because after visiting Bf’s childhood friend and her family, it made him want a family more. It’s not that it’s impossible for us, but it’s definitely going to be harder, even before having to face toxic chemicals ravaging my body.
BF is also worried about the H1N1 outbreak and how it’s the worst time for my immunity system to be compromised. It makes me wonder if I should move home since it will be farther away from people, more space and definitely cleaner and more sterile, not to mention 24/7 mom care. However it means living at home, not getting to see BF and just plain stuck out there. Sigh. I guess we should hold off on any decisions until Monday.
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