Well, first day of the new year and it’s the same ole crap.. The bf is depressing the hell out of me and I have chemo on Monday. I feel like I really need to make the most of the “good” weekends and I do – I try to see friends and do low key things out of the house. However, I’d like to do more fun things with the bf without him worrying or not being in the mood that particular time. More than ever, I have a freakin schedule now and he really needs to understand that.
The support group yesterday is always good. The two ladies who run it are very smooth at keeping things running along lightly and filling in the awkward spaces when a particular member is down or in the middle of an emotional breakdown.
I unloaded a list of new symptoms on the doctor yesterday and she gave me various meds for nearly each of them. One of them seems to be the early stages of neuropathy. My fingertips are mildly desensitized and my thumb joints are aching. I’m staring to lack the strength to open caps or do anything that requires pressure on my poor little opposable thumbs.. However, now I’m yearning to play the piano!
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